insyAllah...

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insyaallah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Lyrics: Maher Zain & Bara Kherigi
Melody: Maher Zain
Arrangement: Maher Zain & Hamza Namira
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

it's a lot like love!

a week of U-Best camp. yucks.sounds weird. haha... well, that camp was so much more enjoyable...that so called entrepreneur-training camp was HEAVEN! haha... i did enjoy myself along with my teammates. got very da macho one CEO, arif.our clumsy yet cute financial manager, syafinaz.talkative n brilliant operation manager,amrun, and last, very da sweet-childish nazrief as our 2nd marketing manager. me?? im da 1st marketing manager la! heh...
n u know what guys, that was my fcuking first time doing the direct selling thingy. first went sucks, but da 2nd n so forth, i did enjoy it somehow... haha. now i know how it feels to b a direct seller, n how it tortures ur emotions when get rejected by the people u approached. haha...
it ended on last saturday, packed n went home to enjoy da rest of my semester hols. ahakz.but syg, i got something 4 u..... *wink2... haha. to my syg, i bought u a bouquet of flower so... its cute n adorable. c, s cute s u...haha. take cre of those red roses dear. it means a lot hun. =)
it is sooooooooooooooo very damn much boring to b at home. haish~ wanna work somehow, but da hols it too short la plak. huhu. so, da things that i can only do are just surfing,blogging,reading n sorts. fun but not so exciting la..but,but i am now a free tuition teacher la guys. haha. aja budak2 skola rendah,my neighbors la...hehe. k,k..till next readers. assalamualaikum...

warkah berlagu pilu

sy mengajar dr sy utk sentiasa sabar n tenang kala bersedih. jujur sy mengharapkan kehadiran seorg teman spt awk utk mnjd pendengar, menjd teman berkongsi duka. tp xpe, sy tetp blaja utk mendahulukan org lain drpd dr sy sbb sy tau sy mampu hadapi masalah sy sendirian. sdgkan ramai lg kwn2 lain yg perlukan awk drpd sy. xpe, lgpun sy xnak sushkan sesiapa,lg2 awk. =) cukuplah utk awk tau yg sy hepi berkwn dgn awk.awk jd teman ketawa sy je ye? =p awk nak tau, dlm hidup sy, sy blaja utk jd tabah,sy belaja utk sentiasa x mementingkan dr sndr, sy belaja mcm mane nak phm keadaan org lain, walaupun sy x pernah benarkan sesape utk phm keadaan sy. sbb, kebenaran itu pahit. sy blaja utk setia krn kesetiaan itu indah. sy belaja utk bekorban wlau kdg2 memkn dr, sbb bg sy, perngorbanan tu adlh nikmat brkasih dalm ape2 perhubgn. sy juga blaja mcm mane nak jd yg terbaik, walaupun di pertgahn jalan, sy rase nak tersungkur jatuh,susah. susah sgt! sy berdiri semula! sbb sy yakin dgn ape yg sy percye. itu kekuatan sy, yg sentiasa menjd tiang utk sy brpaut. susah kan hidup ni? satu perjalanan jauh beribu batu yg memerlukan secebis keberanian untuk mengorak lgkh pertama dan lgkh2 seterusnya. tp xpe, mgkn Allah dh tetpkan jalan spt ni utk sy, dan krnNya sy redha. xpela...hidup ni bnyk mengaja sy untk berfikir tntg realti, bkn fantasi. pahit, tp ade manis yg terselindung. mgkn bkn di dunia, di akhirat Allah akn bg juga kan hikmahnya. sy ni takut nak syg org, sbb sy takut utk kecewa. bkn xnak ambil risiko, cuma kalau boleh elak, knp tidak kan? tp sy x reti plak nak benci org, sbb sy tau, sape sy nak benci org? masing2 makhluk Allah, sama darjat je pd Dia. bodohlah manusia kalau slg membenci...kan? =) awk nak tau, sy risau sgt bila awk resah, gelisah dgn problem2 awk tu. sy risaukan awk, boleh ke awk handle prob awk tu, tau ke awk cmne awk nak setel prob awk tu, bersedia ke awk nak hadapi segala kemungkinan yg akan berlaku nnti, sy risau! jujur sy risau! tp kan awk, kdg2 tu, sy terfikir, mungkin sy yg overconcern. awk dah besar n pulak,sy bukanlah mr. KNOWITALL kan...papela sy nie. haha. xpe, sy amanahkan awk pd kawan2 lain. semoga dieorg dpt jd teman suka n duka awk. awk jgn risau pasal sy, sy pun dah besa, membesar dalam kematangan, InsyAllah.hey, awk tau sumting x, awk dah berubah la...tp syukur alhamdulillah, itu perubahan positif,sbb dr mula2 sy kenal awk, awk mcm sush je nak story n share prob2 awk... tp sekarang,sy bangga sbb awk dah lebih outspoken dan terbuka untuk express dr awk yg sebenar. alhamdulillah, sy suka perubahan tu. moga awk lebih matang dalam menjalani hidup ni. =) sy akan sentiasa doakan kebahagiaan awk dalam diam, moga awk berjaya peroleh si dia. =p sy akan sentiasa tgk senyuman awk walau dr jauh, jnj dgn sy yg awk xkan bersedih ye. dan sy tetap akn luangkan mase utk awk walau dalm mimpi. kerana kenangan kita adalah kenangan terindah utk sy dan siapa awk adalah yg terbaik utk sy. doakan sy selalu ye. =)

raya!!!

aim: to upload raya photos
objective: suka2
hypothesis: semakin bnyk upload semakin seronok!
conclusion: hrp kawan2 enjoy juga! :)

the thing that we kind of always share...

it's Raya time! c'mon guys, its time to celebrate our victory over the one whole fasting month, praised be upon Allah, the most merciful... for giving me this kind of joyous moments. a celebration of a must, for me n my muslims relatives. may Allah bless our journey throughout this life and hereafter. hey,mom, dad, uncles, aunties... prepare me ur 'duit raya' ok? haha. lots2 one. =p erm...
in some sense somehow, i feel like less enjoying this raya day. em... haha. its okay la. just, maybe,i'm done of celebrating this for over the passed 19 years. i'm big already la....
i wish that i may not grown up this fast. it just felt like yesterday i was in the kindergarten playing hide and seek with my buddies. haish~ life has to go on...ryte?

hey, i noticed a thing that i found it very much interesting. the thing that we kind of always share... the feeling of loves. families, relatives, siblings, friends. hari raya that gather all sorts of people under the same roof, breaking silence into laughter, switching happy mode into tears, fire crackers, raya cookies, rendang, ketupat, lemang, dodol and all! those are the things that we share. the family spirit. we might lost it somewhere, but to put into exception, we just could see this kind of moments almost everywhere, when raya is celebrated. the mixture of races and cultures. open houses that bring parted friends and distant families back together in one celebration once a year. alhamdulillah, our practices are to be retained for our young generations to learn. may this lasts forever. love ya~

upcoming post -raya2 pics-
RyuShen

this is what we called LIFE!

for every now n then, life changes, either for betterment or even worse. it is us who decides. ryte?
haish~ its me, a 19 years and passed half a month boy who is still in a tough journey to find myself. honestly, i just couldn't justify myself enough. i'm still running into the right path of my life, looking for sincerity and certainty of mine and others. i often get confused by the behaviors of the people around me. are they really them? or they r trying to faking themselves and pulling my leg very hardly...? but never mind, it is me...a friend in need yet a friend indeed. no worries dudes, i will be always willing to be a friend of yours. hey guys, it is just that i really want u to be straight n honest. that is it. u give me that, it is just more than enough to own a beautiful friendship ahead. agree? =)

2 more days to go. 11sept 2010 would be the day. my second month at MIMET. so, just wanna tell a bit about my life there. the pass 2 months, sorts of interesting, meeting up new people that came with variety of weird attitudes. some were like childish, n some were like parenthood. amazing uh? 29years old man is taking up his degree here. may Allah bless his effort and grant his wish of becoming a degree holder. amin~ haha. that was fun, new places, newbies, new friends... but just, it felt sucks to be freshies, with all blowing-head chocking throat rules and regulations. 4 God's sake. i hate those moments. nevertheless, it somehow taught me how to act and behave better in the future. lalalala. =p going 4 betterment.insyAllah

hey, my roomate, Arif! Muhamad Arif bin Mohd Azali. the one n only roomate that i have along this semester. i'm planning to be his roomie along the way in MIMET if and only if, he wanted the same. no forcing! but just hoping so...because i do enjoy being his roomate. we r kind of sharing everything that we have, stories, problems, foods, drinks, clothes, perfumes, breads, cakes, n sorts.haha. it is a give and take condition (win-win situation,right?) =p we live in peace and harmony. yet, there are things that need to be improved though, but i prefer to make it silence n remains s p&c between us. roomies! i hope that he may be my guidance to improve myself and been better. do tell me whenever i commit mistakes. no harm, because that just fit me well. =) happy eid beloved roomate.

n guys, there are 2 spots in MIMET that i love to spend my time at. which are the slipway, and the rooftop. frankly speaking, i just love the ambience there. cool, calm n comforting. that is my moonlightstarshinecoolingwind moment. really enjoy that alone. =) n somehow loneliness teaches me how to appreciate love, generously given, deeply appreciated. MIMET is fun. damn! real fun... may it retains so 4 me to enjoy the rest my 4 years of degree there. =p

friends, love u all,
thanks 4 da happiness that we kind of always share.
thanks 4 da laughters that we kind of always spend together.
thanks 4 da tears that we kind of always hide from each other.
thanks 4 da loves that we kind of always own forever.

because these r how a friendship shimmers,
through advices and cares,
through loves and shares...

err...

syukur! alhamdulillah,masih aku dipinjamkan nyawa untuk meneruskan ibadah puasa ku dalam bulan Ramadhan tahun ini. sambut puasa kat kampus, sahur berbuka semua dengan rumate n kawan2. no family n no dishes yg best2 sgt pun. tp bersyukur jgak la dgn ape yg ade. hari ni, hari ke3 berpuasa. hari ini hari jumaat dan hari ini xde kelas. so, masa yg ada ni, aku spend ckit untuk update bolg nie. em... minggu nie dah jwb 1st quiz. math n physics. ntah ape la yg aku study, x rase cemerlang pun bile habis jwb kuiz2 tu. haish~ takut pun ade jgak, ter cari2 fokus dan momentum aku untuk study nie. mcm lost plak. hurm...semoga Allah permudahkan jalan aku dalam menuntut ilmu ni. jgn tersungkur tengah jalan sudah la. ya Allah, pohon kekuatan darimu~

syaitan dan kroni2 nye dah kene ikat. skarang nie, jihad melawan nafsu je. Allahu ya Rab, hatta xde penghasut pun, nafsu ni mampu bg tentangan yg hebat untuk iman aku.patutlah Islam kata jihad melawan nafsu tu adalah jihad yg paling besar. mendalam sungguh makna tu. tp aku xnak tewas, aku tetap akn berjuang sekuatnya. pohon moga dirahmati dan diberkati Allah selalu. sekarang pun dalam usaha membersihkan sekeping hati dalam jasad aku ni. ntah kotor,ntah bersih. hitam ke, kelabu ke, pink ke, putih ke, coklat ke??? haish~ xtau la. tp yg aku tau n sentiasa aku sedar, aku ni punya bnyk kelemahan. so,ill always learn for betterment insyAllah. pohon tunjuk ajar ye rakan2...sama2 kita berusaha ke arah memperbaiki diri. :)

salam ramadhan al-mubarak.
selamat memburu keampunan dan redha Allah.
wassalam~