a walk to remember :)

the super duper sweetest romantic love movie ever watched.
watching it like 10 times pun, never gets boring.
it is authentically loveable. try it guys. :)

i'm looking double-forward to it. anyone nak teman...??

It’s not about how you fall, but it is how you stand and rise again that matter most. :)

A friend of mine once said this ‘never explain urself. People who love u don’t need it and people who hate u won’t believe it.’ That is so true. Kan kan? Why should we bother to justify ourselves to others as no one knows ourselves better than we do. So, leave them aside and leave up ur life. Faking urself n wearing masks all the times make u an unjustifiable person. Masks need make-ups to beautify them, n there when u have to create bluffs and hiding the real things. Don’t ya? never trouble yourself of behave like someone that is soo not u lah! Life isn’t every second riding up ur fame, placing ur nose up into the air. Sometimes, we need to fall and learn how to land safely. Rise again n learn how to fly swiftly chasing after ur dreams. It doesn’t matter much of how n why u fall, the thing is u have to be always ready to face hurdles in life. Some even wish of having baby times throughout life, free from problems and conflicts. Cry cry and cry, which is so not maturing. :) make mistakes, learn and improve. That’s how life should passes on. Be someone beneficial to life. Be a person of reliance for others, that’s cool lah! There are people who tend to easily giving up efforts in life, when things happened are not accordingly what they wanted. Patience is virtue love, have faith that our Most Knowing Allah has fated things beautifully for us. He may not gives us what we wanted, ‘coz He already given us what we need. Life is so much surprising, pleasantly or awfully. Don’t get urself so much screwed up with ur unsolved conflicts. Pray hard and never turn back off our Most Merciful. He is there always for us. Ask a hand from Him, and he shall give u more than u can ever imagine. Trust me. offtorest. Assalamualaikum n selamat bermujahadah.

head-off...!!!

fcuking things happened a lot. n 4 sure, it will be hard fcuking times 4 me to face them. people talk rubbish r bullshits. n they caused annoyance lots in my life. sometimes, i bare to take them positively but most, i hated them. people often said that i'm snobbish, but frankly i'm not. take hands of yours n grab mine, u shall know the beauty of my grasp. try lah! u would be amused by that. :) people said, a friend in need, is a friend indeed. some put trust in friendships, some may not. for me, i do put trust in my friendships, i love them all. just, when times come as we really need a person by our side, most would disappear, n that's when i turn back off friendships. standing on my own feet, staying in own dream world. people might say that i'm egoistic and hard-headed person, but i believe i'm not. i'm saying words that i believe in n i have faith on them. that's is me.
sometimes when things happened were not accordingly to what u wanted, thus u said that life is unfair. yups, life is. only Allah is fair and just yet He knows what are the best things for His servants. like seriously, it is we that make lives become unfair. be humble n grateful, that's a key to shape a good personality. don't say that u know, when actually u don't. don't say u capable, when actually u r unable. don't pretend that u're smart, which exactly u r dumb. life is a lifetime learning process. don't act smart 'coz actually, u r NOT. admit it when u commit mistakes idiot, susah sgt ke? haish... pelik! hiding mistakes is so stupid DUMB ASS. amek kau. geram nie! haha. :) but, patience is virtue right?sabar,sabar,sabar. Allah is with me n Allah surely gives 'hikmah' after this. insyAllah... :) imy take care...

gendang gendut cakap berapi

Haish, nie yg nak marah nie. KL gangster keluar 2 hari lepas, tup2 ade kes nak saman menyaman plak. Ape cite bro? adoiyai… take it simple suda. Xyah nak kecoh sgt2 la. Kalau duk tuduh Pengarah filem tu dok bongkar kod rahsia persatuan korg, ape je faedah yg korg dapat? Aiyok. Sekadar nak kata maaf jek? Point ko??? Haha… jgn cepat tuding jari, melenting sana sini. Elok lah cermin diri, refleksi diri. Lagi bagus! C’mon bro, persatuan dakwah Islam… dakwah bro. dakwah! Hbs tu kod rahsia ape yg korg ckp nie? Wahyu Al-Quran pun Allah x rahsiakan. Ini korg dok sebok2 pertahankan kod rahsia yg ntah ape2 tu. Bkn la komentar pasal identiti persatuan korang yg GAH tu, cume, fikirlah sejenak… ade ape hal la pada nama? tanggungjawab korg buat, betul ke? Dunia sume ni. DUNIA! Nama yg korg bawak itu terlalu besar untuk memandang serius hal kod2 nie. Haha. Mcm x matang pun ade jgak. Sudah la… bawak2 la beristigfar. Umat islam makin hancur salah satu nye sebab persatuan2 macm nie n pengarah2 filem macm tu. Faham? Ppfffttt… semalam tgk berita kat tv. Ayok. PM berucap gile superb. Huhu. Salute la pak PM. Cume 1 nak tny… sebelum berucap tu, ade cermin diri x? mandi bunge ke? Cuci gigi ke? Haish… tampak kosong n rapuh pengucapan beliau. Bertindak tidak semudah berbicara. Isunya, masalah umat islam. Umat ISLAM! Dan beliau adalah pemimpin umat Islam yg disegani di dunia. SubhanAllah. Tang mana ek yg disegani tu? Confuse beta! Haha. Sokay la. U may say whatever u want, but do bear in mind that people analyze ur words la. So, CAUTION when u speak. U cakp umat Islam kne perbetulkan diri sendiri dulu. Baru bleh jadik sekuat sahabat2 n umat islam zaman Rasulullah. Okay, fine. Ur words were true. CLEAR true! But have you been implementing that to urself. Jgn la ckp x serupa bikin. Malu kat org aih… haha. K la, akhir kata, hiasi diri, jaga peribadi. insyAllah. Assalamualaikum. =)

090606 (>_<)

Allah has set up everything beautifully for me and you. On this very memorable date, ever since the last 5 years, every each and single thing happened between us was really unforgettable. I was suffocating terribly in this dream world because of being failed to pay Allah his love in return. I was hanged breathless. SubhanAllah, He had wake me up from this long sweet dream. And I am so much grateful for that. I was drowning in this world helplessly my dear, but Alhamdulillah, by the time I turn back to Him, He is always there for me. Let us work this together into His path. I am indeed wanting of having the love for you because of Allah. Because this war needs us to stand and fight and we have to win this. insyAllah

Our hands are beautiful. I'm afraid to hold them close, now. cause if one day we are meant to be together, I promise you I will hold them tight till Jannah. Your hijab is wonderful, I couldn't even see a hair of yours. But i promise you, if we are meant to be together, my secrets will be yours to keep, and yours will be mine to keep. insyAllah

Patience is virtue, dear. When the right time comes, if Allah wills it, nothing will get in the way. (Quoting someone), "Anda mendapat syurga sebelum kahwin, Allah swt akan tarik syurga lepas kahwin". So, do it right, get His blessings, then a happily-ever after will be ours, insyaAllah. And in Islam, it is not "till death do us part", it is "till we meet again in Jannah". Assalamualaikum.

Homo-Sapiens.

Charles Darwin had once said that, humans are the evolution from apes called homo-sapiens whatsoever, which I think that he made a big flaw of his life by saying so. Poor him, ‘coz his theory was good for nothing. If his real intention of coming out with that such freaky rubbish theory was to confuse people n made the Muslims off from the truth track teach by Quran, therefore he was a just not more than a failure. C’mon guys, Quran taught us that this world life started ever since Adam was sent down to Earth, and obviously Adam was a human, the father of all mankind. So, how the hell on earth humans were started to evolve from that disgusting apes freak? And u got like the idiotic homo-sapiens evolution timeline which I assume that u were creating theory for your apes’ family yourself, that is an absolute contradiction to what Allah said in the Quran. Adam started the human history on Earth, he started it all and nothing may deny that. He is our great3 ancestors, n u too Charles, the son of Adam. hey, you know what? People are becoming so much more educated, plenty researches were done, many discoveries were revealed, the world has been explored for new knowledge and your theory was then proven WRONG! Pffttt… haha. And just that our youngsters, school children, kids are being introduced with this kind of human evolution methodology which eventually confused them! NEVER let this happen parents. Kids need to be taught the real things from Quran. Kids need to be protected from all the mislead facts. Teach them to know Quran, teach them to understand Quran, teach them to have all faith in Quran n teach them to practice what Quran urges us to do. Let us work this together. Homo-sapiens no more!! insyAllah. =)

semalam tgk movie!

nur kasih the movie. ok la.. 6 bintang untuk filem melayu. walaupun plot die slow n steady jek, ade sampai rase, 'eh, lambatnye plot die nak smp klimaks. haha. ade kekeliruan plot skit, tp okay la.' NKTM nie ade msg yg bagus. seriously.. banyak yg boleh diambil contoh especially hal2 keagamaan nie. mesej yg cuba nak disampaikan berjaya diolah dgn baik cume cinta dieorg tu, garapan pengarah tu describe yg LOVE story adam n nur tu telalu hebat. haha. tp alhamdulillah la, kalau betul masih wujud cinta seperti itu. menarik! =) tahniah khabir bahtia! so pegi la tgk, semoga semua org yg tgk dapt manfaatnya...
n plus, bintang tu out of 10 tau. =)

pssstt... next nak tgk karak n kungfu panda. ade sesape nak teman? wink2. =P

sepahit peria

i taught myself of how not to be so much distracted with the things going on and off my life. i taught myself how to be strong and patience. i taught myself how to think maturely. i taught myself how to behave with people. and just i taught the same things when people do come to me seeking for an opinion. i'm saying words that i believe in. and i have faith in what do i believe in life. like seriously, life is a no playing tool thingy. life is a war n we should win over this fair war. life is hardships, obstacles, challenges and full of unexpected surprises. DO prepare for them.
hey people, gaining opinions is an additional knowledge. seeking advices is an extravagant evaluation. why the hell on earth did u ask for opinions and advices if u were not actually even wanted to take those into considerations? FAKERS! admit it dumb ass! damn it! don't try to fool me 'coz i'm much better than u yourself. don't u ever try to role a play in front of me 'coz i'm a better actor than u. sorry. but i have been much suffering with ur IRRATIONAL actions. if u may blindly follow ur emotions without even thinking of what do it effects towards others, so why can't i do the same? grunts!!! i'm sorry, but i 'dah telan bnyk sgt sndr2'. n u don't even realize that urself. i'm making my way damn hard to be a good fren indeed to others, n i'm doing the same for ALL the friends that i own. EVERYONE. i'm putting my life in often making choices condition, whereas u wouldn't even care for that. i value all my frens around me. but do u? i love all my frens around me. but do u? hell yeah! u do, LOVE with an empty soul. sorry, but u have to realize that the real root of this disaster is within urself dude. 'kalau org xske kite,so mesti lah kite yg bermasalah,kan?' n u have to CHANGE it at instant. suits urself into the ambience u live in. if u r expecting people to suit accordingly to what u need, it won't NEVER be happened. never! n i swear that i've been telling u this like thousands times n yet, it makes u a hard way to understand. take the mistakes as lessons. life is too short to commit all the mistakes urself. so learn from others' mistakes. but remember this very ONE thing, mistakes r not meant to be repeated. it is to be learnt and improved. i heart u with my soul pal. jgn la buat aku kecewa lagi. sumpah SENTAP. take a good care of urself. pen off! Assalamualaikum.

u know what made me this strong? Allah gives me the feelings of love with SOUL. i heart my friends with all my might. 'coz hatred never matters to me at all. n u r lacking of this. goodluck!

Euthanasia: Dying with Dignity?

i've came across the word so often yet still questioning of what does the term Euthanasia means? i read on wikipedia and utubing for videos related to the word. yes! i've found it. all in all, i conclude that euthanasia is a self-killing process to relieve pain and put an end to life. freak!!
c'mon la.. dalam al-Quran cakap setiap penyakit ada penawarnya. and absolutely IT IS NOT by the mean of putting a full stop to life. kejam3. Allah bagi mase smp ujung nyawa untk bertaubat, therefore, appreciate n be grateful for it. we live for once only. so why the hell on earth y should kill ourselves? euthanasia = intentionally committed suicide dudes. kejam3. self killing is not a WAY of any treatment of cure towards any disease. u got me? it is NEVER good of practicing Euthanasia. pfffttt~ freak!

Sex Vid VS Acid Splashers = Corrupted G!

i have been thinking through this for quite deep. n it has been a lingering phenomena for the people themselves. i suppose that complaining and being criticism are both not aiding in improving any. but, to encounter this fishy fake circumstances created by the ruling elites themselves is actually giving such a clear picture that the G is hiding things,i mean REAL things from the people. isn't that obvious guys? i am no good in politics, i am no good at any at all. but to see through this game is actually calling me on to write a bit about this lively unsolved issue. let us do compare, is that 4 real our G is putting the people for prior consideration. or it is just a political methodology trap of getting the people's votes?
haha. it sounds serious uh? yeah, it is for people like me who concerns. i do care if my G is corrupted. i do care if the people are in threats. N i do hate when there are SOME people are being blindly fooled by those tricks. and sorry to mention this 'coz i do regard that "SOME" bunch of people are actually intentionally uneducated and pooofff... became idiotic fellas.haha sorry,no offense.
the acid splashers r an awful social threat to the people. poor G, u can't even come fast at solving this crime. in fact, that MAYBE just soooo much recent to be talked about, but seriously.. Malaysia posses many other crimes issues that are remain UNSOLVED. by putting it second, the G would surely won't be able to curb those to the root. aiyooo... mcm mana nie maa??
another issue, is that... i'm in doubt if the ruling fellas r in serious concern towards the people welfare holistically. GOOD! u r up riding the country to its own fame. n hell yeah!! that is real superb. but, our people (including u G) are not resembling Malaysia itself as a Muslim country. or perhaps, it it just the sake of its name. Allah knows all better. if u sweep these under the mat, u will need serious defense in facing Allah questions afterward. beware!
hey G. it is not by putting in all efforts in downsizing A off the people eyes will gain u respect. who cares to figure out the person in the sex vid? who cares?i don't. coz if u really care, u gotta prepare urself to discover each person in EACH n SINGLE sex vid in m'sia. Goodluck mr G. haha. hey, it is never the mean of getting respect is by downgrading somebody else. it is NEVER that. just so u know it is act very much FISHY n SMELLY that u, G is act hiding the truth. u got serious care of ur political threat and feeling so much more threatened by those. it is a SERIOUS negligence of the people. enough with those so-called fake good spreading news. enough of this political game. u r pulling the people legs n seriously it is a shame, u pathetic! ppfff~ huh! haha. =P

saya cakap saya sayang kamu lah!

it was da 19th May '11.awesome!

i bet this would b such a long n wonderful day for me. it is planned,well planned i guess. like before today, some things were just went wrong. ah! i failed to buy a new shirt la nak g convo kat uitm shah alam. damn it! haha. but its okay coz yet, everything else went well. hey people. it's atikah's convocation day la at uitm tu. she had just finished her CAT, n now she is currently furthering her study in ACCA (association of certified chartered accountants) if i'm not mistaken, sbb xtahu sgt pasal akaun2 nie.haha. u know what, im just sooo proud of her. yela, akaun susah kan. boleh gile playing with numbers n all da balancing stuffs. pffftt =P fuhh~ haha.
i came over her place, brought her flowers, a box of chocs, n a cute n adorable greeting card. sory, itu saje yg sy terfikir sesuai untuk awk. sbb i did think yg awk dah bnyk bear la. haha. anyway congratulation awk. if only u know how much i value u in my life. i l_V_ u like forever lah! tunggu sy ye... =)
ptg tu, we went out for lunch at pak ali kopitiam seksyen 7. she's buying us all. tanx awk. awk ske bg sy makan bnyk smp gemok kan. haha... then after lunch, we went to...what.. jusco bukit raja i think. haha... i'm eating ice cream with her at MCd coz she was too exhausted to walk around that haunted jusco. haha. it was sweet! like it sooo much. awk jgn sedih2 tau??
then, i rushed back to KL, my dad tggu nak balik melaka same2. =( sekejap je kita jmp la..tp alhamdulillah. jmp gak kan...
all in all, awesomae la my last thursday. fuhhh! so much more memorable.
zillions credits to my beloved besfren, akmal mazlan sbb bdak gemok tu teman sy dr pagi smp malam. pick up kat ktm serdang, drove to shah alam like fast5, teman makan n jalan2 sume n last hantar balik ke bangsar. susah2 je. sayang lebih la! haha. credits too to zera,ieyka,alia,izzat,fasnor n fikri coz u guys were there. =) tanx 4 making my day beautiful. jap eh, im uploading few pics for all. *wink2.

nak blog lagi lah!

it was like forever since the last time i blogged. aiyoo... poor u mr.blogspot. haha. just that i can't find time to write or even worse, i got nothing damn good to be blogged about. psssttt... my 2nd sem ended already. done with those blowing head finals n threatening upcoming result. waaa, scary ma. haha. but despite those scary merry journeys through out this very 2nd semester, i've gained loads of things. maybe i would say it as a token of exchange. 'belajar kurang,pengalaman banyak'. haha. but it won't never be balanced 'coz it goes as 'pengalaman sebagai manifestasi ilmu'. so, it has to work 2 ways... both beneficial, knowledge and experience. so, crave 4 them pals.
a little flashbacking upon my past sem, fuhh~ great n much shocking,coloured with many kind of stories, reveals, hatred, true love, great friendships, n conflicts. the things that teenagers are associated with. bhahaha...
plus, an utmost credits to friends, babal,rifdi,ja'a,ikhwan,fikri,fasnor,pasha,shahrin,kak amani,iqbal haron,ika,tika,shahnazrin in miat, arif my beloved roomie, irshad, a lost friend of mine. n semua lah! to those who weren't mentioned. u guys too mean a lot to me. credits yaww... lap u semua. haha. k, bye2 till next.

tarbiyah untuk aku dan kamu...

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Warkah buat sahabatku

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani…

Semoga warkah ini dapat mentarbiyah diri untuk sentiasa lebih dekat denganNya…

Sungguh aku berusaha mendidik jiwa untuk sentiasa menjadi yg lebih baik, sungguh jiwa ini meruntun saat iman tewas ditumbang nafsu, sungguh aku resah saat diri tidak istiqamah. Namun, dalam perjuangan mengejar redha Allah ini, syukur aku dipertemukan dengan sahabat2 yang masih berjuang mencari cinta yg Hak. Sungguh aku menghargai persahabatan kita, kerana Allah meminjamkan aku sahabat baik seperti mu. Lalu, dengan izin Allah, aku tulis warkah tidak diundang ini sebagai satu renungan dan ingatan bersama…

Aku takrifkan hidup ini sebagai satu perjuangan, jihad memburu keampunan dan rahmat Allah. Jelas, hidup ini bukan untuk dinikmati dan disenangi kerana kejayaan yg diburu itu memerlukan iman dan takwa sebagai teman, dan Alquran dan hadis itu dijadikan panduan. Sahabatku, jodoh itu milik Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah maha mengetahui setiap apa yg terbaik untuk hambaNya dan Allah itu juga sebaik-baik perancang. Meletakkan sandaran pada sesuatu yg tidak pasti itu palsu, kerana kepastian itu milik Allah. Rindu itu juga milik Allah bahkan pada hakikatnya, segala-galanya milik Allah. Lalu apa yg kita harapkan pada manusia yg punya berjuta kelemahan ini…? Hapuskan mainan syaitan ini sedaya mungkin sahabat. Jangan dikejar cinta dunia, kerana takut akhirat tidak mencintaimu. Kejar cinta akhirat, nescaya cinta dunia dan akhirat menjadi milikmu. Janji Allah, sesungguhnya perempuan yg baik itu adalah untuk lelaki yg baik. Maka percaya dan yakin dengan janji itu. Bawa jodoh kamu ke syurga sahabat. Jadilah yg soleh, semoga jodohmu nanti, diberi Allah muslimah yg solehah. Sungguh rindu yg bersarang di hatimu sekarang itu adalah rindu palsu, maka nafikan rindu itu semampu kamu. Susah, tp ada hikmah yg tersembunyi. Pahit, tapi ada manis yg terselindung. Oleh sebab itu, Allah berikan tawakal setelah usaha dan doa. Allah seru supaya hambaNya menyerahkan urusan atas takdirNya, kerana itu adalah yg terbaik. Ubati rindu itu dengan solat, suburkan kasih dan sayang itu dengan doa, teguhkan cinta itu dengan sabar,dan redhalah semuanya dengan tawakal. Moga si dia menjadi jodohmu satu hari nanti.

Perjalanan ini masih jauh, dan perjuangan kita masih besar. Kehidupan beragama itu syumul, thus LIFE makes a big and difficult fight. Prove to Allah that u may win this fight. Prove to yourself that u may be the BEST out of the rest, prove to your parents that u can b someone that they can PROUD of. Prove to your friends, that u can make a great SAHABAT for them. Prove to everyone that loves u, and those whom you love, u may be SOMEONE out of everyone. And prove to her, that u r the ONE for her forever. InsyAllah…

p/s: Uhibbuka fillah sahabat. sayang kamu ketat2.